can't stop looking.
can't stop shaking.
the words are like daggers to my heart.
the images are ripping chunks of me away.
soon there will be nothing left.
why? why? why?
i don't know that i can continue.
i'm so consumed with pain and hate and rage.
this is killing me...slowly...oh so painfully.
please make it stop
there isn't enough alcohol to numb this.
i cry myself to sleep again.