Wednesday, July 1, 2015

thrown away.

the pain is all consuming. craving that closeness, that protection that is suddenly gone.

my mind and heart are at war with each other.

self-destruction, it whispers, is what you deserve. pain is what you will only receive now.

till a slap to the face, wakens me briefly from the drowning abyss.

the need to learn, the need to get lost, but who can i talk to when the confusion becomes too much?

I'm still a little lost girl, the only difference now is that I willingly feed myself to the wolves.

being hit into submission, no longer cherished, is this what i deserve? is this what this lifestyle has to offer me?

i can still hear you in my head, 'no, you deserve so much more, no one has the right to treat you like a piece of garbage to be tossed away.'

but, there-in lies the confusion.

i've been thrown away.

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